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I Couldn't Speak Without Saying Your Name

by Wrender

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1.
Scars 03:58
I was too drunk past your house She screamed a little too loud Suddenly I miss you more When July’s in my eyes Baby, just wanna dance with you To be more like you I found a stone It had my name on it I threw it in the water I watched it ripple With your name Let’s get lonely I never see the scars I’ve got a glass star on my heart On my heart By Christmas Eve We were sleeping on the floor I threw away my best jeans I wore a seahorse around my neck Let’s get lonely I never see the scars I’ve got a glass star on my heart On my heart
2.
Fossil Eyes 02:31
She was raised in a cult till she was five I thought I could move the Sun with my eyes My fossil eyes I couldn’t see you through the interface Your mouth was slurred It looked like blood Was running down your face In the ground, where you left it For a million years It didn’t make a sound as he shuffled to the door Cause you locked him out Your fossil eyes So how can he love you through a screen? How do the old floors feel on your skin When he lays you down Like a diamond Down the phone? In the ground, where you left it For a million years It didn’t make a sound as he shuffled to the door Cause you locked him out Your fossil eyes
3.
All I Want 04:10
You came in the night Two men by your side Your favourite smile on Washed in the same water Blessed under the same skies So hear me out, hear me out, hear me out, hear me out I just need to know how it goes now I just need to know just where my time goes You wrote me a note In a book of old songs It said I love you And feeling so confused Why you put it there at all I guess it wasn’t meant from you So hear me out, hear me out, hear me out, hear me out I just need to know just where my time goes It’s all I want You’re all I want Just to feel something Just to feel like something The flowers that grew in your garden As I walk to school Hear me out, hear me out, hear me out I just need to know how it goes now I just need to know just where my time goes It’s all I want You’re all I want Just to feel something Just to feel like something
4.
Antigone 03:35
Antigone, I got a little bad again With this philosophy, it doesn’t bother me Like you do If it’s me or the man, you’ll get a hole in your hand And you’ll be bleeding right through Swirling round your room Antigone, you’ll be bleeding right through I saw my brain light up From a thousand neon sensors in the sky I could die for it, just to be without you You buried me there I was covered in stars I felt like a man Was something in your hair? If it’s me or the man, I’ll get a hole in my hand And you’ll be bleeding right through Swirling round my room Antigone, I’ll be bleeding right through
5.
Meaning 05:17
I love your chocolate cigarette That you left by the beach I love your jeans You stole them from me September fell cold Still I feel so old Like a child I took your mind And made it mine Would you live like me? I saw you from the train It looked like you were leaving I wanna do it till forever loses meaning I wanna hold it in my palm And blow it away My mother’s voice sounds unfamiliar now I change the sheets at 1 a.m. To feel like my linen It’s like I’m taking on a new person I saw you from the train It looked like you were leaving I wanna do it till forever loses meaning I wanna hold it in my palm And blow it away All change, all change, all change
6.
Goldmine 03:24
She had a mouth full of metal It was just my thing She licked a gold mine from her fingertips She said it tasted just like gold Never knowing who she is Feeling like you’re dying When you burst into dewdrops Around her eyebrow And when I’m spiralling again I know I don’t wanna leave this at all I just wanna float out under the waves Of my own words She had a gold mine She had all of mine Never knowing who she is Feeling like you’re dying When you burst into dewdrops Around her eyebrow Around her eyebrow
7.
Laundry 04:16
I have a body I grew up in It takes a slave And when I’m on those roads Where my body ran It’s you I’m looking for You came smelling of laundry in May You wore a knight’s costume I saw your chainmail I soaped your dishes in the lake Where you lost your sword Buried under sand dunes They tried to excavate It’s you I’m looking for You can’t find me I left without a trace
8.
April 02:22
I remember that April Like a daydream When my mouth was full of stones I couldn’t speak without saying your name The bus rides The creepy guys The lies I told you on the East Side When the moon fell through your window In colours I’d never seen before I thought I felt you cross the ether I still feel it all the time Why do I dream in black and white? How can it be something with my eyes? I wish I could live inside your mind Cause it wouldn’t die You wouldn’t die April, it wouldn’t die When the moon fell through your window In colours I’d never seen before I thought I felt you twenty years on You’re always on my mind
9.
Today 02:22
I used to think like a rolling stone I was cascading down a plane all my teens And she was diamond white On her pearly eyes When she was eighty five She never gave a sign And now she’s gone I had something left to say By February I was in a mortuary She was laying down beside me I thought she’d never really been alive We threw the dust of her down a highway They were standing at the doorways When they came to pick her body off the floor She was diamond white Never been alive The whole time She never gave a sign And now she’s gone I had something left to say To say, today
10.
Distance 05:17
See how it grows in your garden, and not in mine See how it sends up circles flying on the ground Christmas Eve, I saw your jeans Through the window Through the hall The Spring I was fifteen Daffodils grew in your garden Bursting from their placid soil With gritty toil Stretching out under the windowpane And all through the distance, express of spring Your blustery voice inside my mind It sounds like yours It sounds like mine You said it sounded like springtime The Spring I was eighteen I grew in your garden I rooted myself in the very nut of your ear I bent my branches I grew towards the Sun While you heard from him That he loved you in springtime And all through the distance, express of spring Your blustery voice inside my mind It sounds like yours It sounds like mine You said it sounded like springtime You said it sounded like springtime

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Thank you to everyone who has been listening to our debut album!

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released March 8, 2024

Written and performed by Wren Baxter and George Smith
Drums performed by Archie Morter and Will Relf (3)
Backing vocals performed by Maggie Baxter and Sophie
Produced, mixed and mastered by George Smith.
Photography by Jacob Fisher

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Indie folk from Folkestone, UK.

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